i have no idea whether im making the right choice, but then again, there wasn't much of a choice to begin with. if i were able to relive my whole two years in tpjc, i'm absolutely positive that things would turn out exactly the same way. it's not about how many chances i could have, but the circumstances that matter the most. oh yes, not forgetting the issue of pride, and the restrictions of the weaker sex. because, as much as equality of sexes is proclaimed, the stereotypic mindset has already been etched so deeply. so, bound by the constraints of my gender, i just have to bury this deep underground. as if it was something, so shameless and crude.

i wish this would go away, but eventually, i'd just go on looking for substitutes.
random people, who look like you.

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