i wish i could erase this past month, cos it has been nothing short of a disaster for me. that one phone call was my biggest mistake ever, but i never would have thought that the consequences would be so severe. its funny how you always assume that nobody gives a shit about you, when i've always been here for you and i'm sure that you know it too. there're so many things i wish i could say to you, because in spite of all this, i know that there must be a reason for your actions, or rather the lack of them. why cant you just tell me? ;(

16:32

i really need to stop having conversations with myself in the shower. its just that there's nobody who wants to listen/talk to me about the things i want to talk about, the things that i feel are important to me, but of course, not as crucial or life-changing, as the problems of others.

12:26

"Olive often imagined there was an orchestra in her heart. Music. Heard only by her, except when her heart broke open and it spilled out into the world." the Narrator, Pushing Daisies.

22:35