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joy to the world,
to all the boys and girls,
joy to the fishes,
in the deep blue sea,
joy to YOU AND ME!



:D

13:00

i dont know what matters to you anymore.

13:03

She's kept her love for him as alive as the summer they first met. In order to do this, she's turned life away. Sometimes she subsists for days on water and air. Being the only complex life-form to do this, she should have a species named after her. Once Uncle Julian told me how the sculptor and painter Alberto Giacometti said that sometimes just to paint the head, you have to give up the whole figure. To paint a leaf, you have to sacrifice the whole landscape. It might seem like you're limiting yourself at first, but after awhile you realise that having a quarter-of-an-inch of something you have a better chance of holding on to a certain feeling of the universe than if you pretended to do the whole sky.
My mother did not choose a leaf or a head. She chose my father, and to hold on to a certain feeling, she sacrificed the world.

-an excerpt from THEHISTORYOFLOVE

23:46

cant say how much im craving for candyfloss. not just any candyfloss, but specifically the one at eastcoast:) weird place to get candyfloss eh, but both limxiao and i agree that its the best we've ever eaten:D

bloated all over again and i think its never ending, and so, i cant eat:( sucks like mad. the constant rain isnt doing anything to improve it.

anyway, ive sort of given up waiting for the answer either the friend has died, or he has changed his number at this horribly coincidental time, and noone knows bout it, or he has gotten lost while holidaying, maybe somewhere around the bermuda triangle. wth, im done with waiting.

im getting over you,
im getting over you most of the time,
if i say it like i mean it,
then maybe id believe it like its true.
im getting over you

21:15

this shall be my second birthday post.hehh:)didnt go to church today cos it was raining, and my dad refuses to drive in the rain.anyway, i think there's something seriously wrong with my tummy nowadays cos it's always feeling bloated etc. bahh, maybe it's just cos the periods coming.

anyway, limxiao,fuzhou,limsu&gansi went all the way down to the ntuc at killiney road, where i was grocery shopping with my family (what a joyous birthday activity eh), to surprise me with an ice-cream cake:D, a sunflower and THEHISTORYOFLOVE:D HEEEHH! just when i thought they'd forgotten all bout me. twas fun chasing them round the supermarket aisles, and them trying desperately to run away from me even though i'd already seen. them.hehhh. and i really must control my laughter since they said they could hear me from the end of the supermarket even though i was at the entrance, ohwell. AHHAHAH!sorry for the panic and confusion caused cos we really didnt know where we were going so we couldnt give you a definite answer.



my sissy's been nice to me cos she bought me shirt,food and bangles:) ohh, and thanks for helping the mad people in their supermarket surprise. heeh. it means much cos you talked to mummy cos of it and it's something you reallyreally rarely do:) maybe birthday wishes do come true afterall. together with your dislike of talking over phones.



mep gang's three-birthday's-in-one plan should be put in operation soon! yayy! can't wait:)

hello, reputation oh reputation, are you really so important afterall? this sounds like an othello scene gone bad.booo.

00:01

HELLOOO:D
so i've been eighteen for more than an hour now, and i dont feel much older. ahh yes, ytd would've been perfect if not for the cranky tummy. candyfloss just blows me away:),you too eh, limxiao,the teacup, hahhah. and drank sugarcane juice for the very first time hehh.i feel just a little bit deprived.
ohh, and i wish i could know the answer now. ahh, do birthday wishes ever come true? cos i'd wish as much as it takes.



i guess i was more than a little distracted.heee:)
anyway, my dumb decision on friday is yet to be exposed haahh.oh well, im such a contradiction.

01:07

ahh yes, prom&post-prom pics:)havent gotten all of them yet so prolly more, later on. yes, and i'm still having withdrawal symptoms.
:Dbut im a happy&satisfied kid at the moment cos i found somethingsomething. hehh.













i really should stop laughing with my mouth wide open and shouting wayy too loudly at all the wrong times.

p.s the toes are still numb i seriously swear they're gonna drop off:(

00:25

toes have been numb for more than 12hrs now. is it normal?
ohh, and since limxiao dared me to, i shall say it loud&clear, that i like wongweijun okay! ah, it's pretty safe cos he prolly doesnt even know i exist.hahahh.

20:28

my toes have been numb since i removed my heels this morning. ohwell, i just hope they don't rot and drop off due to lack of blood circulation.ahh.feels weird.

prom's over and i guess i kinda expected more from it.sucks to be let down. bahh, im really really really gonna miss rff, and i've got mixed feelings about the whole thing. but since i'll probably never ever see him again, as much as i'd love to, what's the point eh. boo, how can there be an end when it never began.

But I won't run around after you
And you know what you've found
And you know I'm in love with you
Everything changes when I see your smile
So stay a little while.

I miss you even more today
knowing that you're so far away

16:32

monday just scares the hell out of me:/ boooo.

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