an IMPORTANT day is coming sooon(: yayy in one month and ten days:D dont you sense the excitement. hehh.

23:16

im bloody scared. i think im just gonna faint and die:/ ahh well, i hope it all goes alright:)
i cant stand the parents. happily leave for work while im sleeping and dont even give me a single cent to buy food. ughh. have to drop by my dad's office later to extort money from him. troublesome.
swimming ytd was not bad, but the toilet sucks like shit. its so lousy can. baba, i command you to go complain!

11:12

todays sucha foodless day. actually, its been like that since friday.

friday was probably one of the worst days of the year. going to school in soaking wet shoes and socks and then having pw crap. bahh. had no mood to eat at all and my gastric juices were creating havoc. went home and just lay on the floor staring at the ceiling with a million thoughts running through my mind.
got scolded by practically everybody today and im just too tired to argue and defend myself. seriously, i cant be bothered.
IM HUNGRY and i refuse to eat gross, full-of-fishbones food):

It's not that we're bad together
We're just better off apart

18:22

And I wish you
Sunrays and Saturdays
Perfect starry nights
Sweet dreams and moonbeams
And a love that's warm and bright
Sunrays and Saturdays
Friendship strong and true
Oceans of blue and a room with a view
To live the life you choose

18:15

i know, you know, we all know.

evelyn's such a loser, isnt she?

23:49

tadaaa tada tada taaaaa~
i love huang fei hong:) felt like a monk today, hitting the stupid drums. hahha. but i like:) laundry woman and her constant buying of dental products makes me want to go get my teeth whitened. hmph. any sponsors?;)
signed up for my piano exam for the third time. sucks like shit.and my mum had a fine time reminding how im wasting her money. grrr. as if i dont alrdy know. besides, they tell me everyday about how im sucha failure. oh whatever.:/

quote starving unquote.:D

"i dont have money for you" :'( no fair, why? you seem to have enough for yourself though. stingy pig!

20:36

im getting uglier by the day:(
how i wish i could just hide in my room forever and not have to face the world.

18:07

:'( one litre of tears is really making me cry. so much for me saying that i wont. bahh.i have to stop the video at intervals so that i can calm down. shit.

skipped school today, cos of stupid cramps. and ive been glued to the comp screen all day. this is not good. sad shows make me feel all empty inside:'(

so here's a photo to make me warm and fuzzy again.:) oh how i miss them, teejay and sanfranciso arent that far away. are they?

and a row of smileys, just for good measure

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

not forgetting >_<, eh vaneh?;)

17:53

dinner ytd was great. heh.coincidentally, laundry woman and i wore almost similar clothes and it felt like wearing some uniform. i think im gonna hit 100kg soon:'( hahaahaha. the period came during dinner. yuck. bloody mary.
im so bored ive started to play icy tower again. hah. and kusumi's gotten me hooked on one litre of tears:/
feeling all stupid cos my sissy keeps asking me chem questions and i reallyreally dont know how chem at all. grrrrr.
im off to search for a new blogskin:)

16:16

(: happy wok.
my house smells of turtle:( yucks. i feel like cooking that stupid turtle soon, its stinking up the whole place.GRRR.
anyway, my poor feet are aching. so much for exploring the 'strange' neighbourhood. hah! all thanks to stupid mrs orhorh/laundry woman;)

00:18

Filling up my empty days with red wine
Wonder what you think of me?
Lying in the grass alone and wasted
Nothings how it used to be

I wanna be the first to call and tell you
Yesterday I heard the news
I hear you oughtta be congratulated
So I guess thats what Ill do

Im so happy for youI could cry
Yeah, Im so elated
Cross my heart and hope to die
I dont think about you every night
Before I close my eyes
Im so happy for you baby,
I could cry.

Listen to the sound of my head pounding
Wish that it was make-believe
Praying for the skies to open up and
Wash away your memory

I can walk around with a pretty face on
Even when Im black and blue
Whats the point in telling everybody
Im not over you.

Im so happy for you
I could cry
Yeah, Im so elated
Cross my heart and hope to die
I dont think about you every night
Before I close my eyes
Im so happy for you baby,
I could cry.

Cry about the love we used to have
Cry that I wont ever get you back

Filling up my empty days with red wine
Wonder what you think of me?
-happy;saving jane

12:15

i wish this stupid shit would just stop. god knows how much tears and energy ive wasted on you. why dont you just go away. see if i care.

on a happier note, promos have ended:D YAY! and kusumi's calling me later:) i hopehopehope she remembers.

shouldistayorshouldigo. wahtsaysyou?

10:30

im dead. my funeral would be a GRANDGRAND affair, with black horses pulling my hearse along orchard road( it would be closed to the public, ofcourse), which would be lined with people bidding me a final farewell and it would be telecast on the ninethirty news on channel five.my obituary would take up ten full pages:)hahahhh!

i should just go bang my head against the wall. yes, its very tempting. cant wait for all this shit to be over. dammit, i wasnt even so scared before os. i dont even wanna think of what im gonna do after it.:'( ive got tons of things to do,but somehow, i think that by sleeping, it'd just all go away:(

im really praying that the haze would be so bad, the govt would tell all singaporeans to
stay at home = no school = no exams = happy students(me)
am i positive or what:D
stomped all over singapore today with my sissy:) but she spilled clam chowder all over poorpoor kermit.:(
ooh yes, and ive got new earphones yay:) no more stuffing and attempting to discreetly dig it out of my ear.:D wooohooo.

22:08